Joseph’s Blog

I have decided to do something incredibly radical for a porn star (or any gay man really) and be celibate for awhile. I’m serious this ins’t a joke. In my last post I went on about how I’m tired of pointless hook ups so I’m going to not have sex for sometime. Or at least until we start my next film.

Some people give up booze or cigarettes for the New Year so with me it’ll be sex. It’s been a couple of weeks so far and it isn’t as awful as I thought it would be. I’m so focused on other things right now and I’m writing the script for the porn film I want to direct so I’m keeping busy. I’m also exercising more since I have some extra energy now. But I do get very very horny so I’m jerking off all the time. I’m afraid my right arm might get bigger than my left arm if this keeps up. Luckily since I’m in porn I have a huge collection of films and I really like watching Ricky get fucked.

But I think about sex actually, less than normal since it isn’t a priority right now and I find that kind of nice actually. I’m enjoying being by myself for now and it’s kind of therapeutic. I think everyone should do this once in awhile. It’s healthy. But when I’m done with this celibacy (such a weird word don’t you think?) watch out guys because this boy is going to want to fuck everything in sight. The first guy that gets fucked by me after this will be one lucky bastard because I will be insatiable as well as rock hard. But for now it’s just me a my right hand. Ay least I can’t give myself any diseases. Ha ha.

I hate quickies. I want a nice romantic long evening not just a wham bam thank you boy. I’m tired of meeting these boys who come over, we have great sex I fuck the shit out of them, they cum and within one minute they’re putting their pants on to leave. Can’t they just hang around a little and cuddle and kiss. I guess I’m a bit of a romantic (even if I’m a porn star) and I need a little more than just a great fuck.

It’s all so cold and impersonal and very empty. I’m not saying they have to move in and start hanging curtains but a little romance isn’t going to kill any one, is it? I just don’t get it actually. A quickie is fine if you’re in a hurry but if you have the whole evening then wouldn’t it be nice to spend it together and have sex several times (this boy can cum again and again). But lately all I meet are guys online, they come over, they cum, they go.

I want one to stick around once and maybe even talk a little and get to know someone and then fuck them again. OH, I know what I want, A real Date! Didn’t people used to do that way long ago. Oh well.

Twas the night after Christmas when all through the house,
not a creature was stirring (after a big sex orgy) not even that louse (ex boyfriend).
The studs were all Hung by the chimney with care
with visions of sex and giving great head
The children (Ricky and the other young uns) were all nestled, all snug in their beds
while visions of Sugar Daddies danced in their heads.

Where all at once – there arose such a clatter
I woke form my threesome to see what was the matter
When all of a sudden, I saw this lusty old elf
and there was Saint Nick with the once hunky elf.

May I join you boys and spread some of my Christmas cheer
I’m tired of elves and could use a good queer
So we all had a good time with jolly old St Nick
as we went down on his twelve inch prick.
He yelled on Donner and Dancer and Prancer and Blitzen
Do me now Joseph, Hondras. Ricky and Ben that cute little vixen

So Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

When I finally get to start directing porn movies I want it to be really good porn just like my boss Keith Manheim makes.

I’ve been watching a lot of porn lately so I can learn and I was shocked to discover that a lot of it is crap. People spend a lot of money on porn, so I think they deserve something of quality. I mean we aren’t making art here but I think horny guys out there deserve to see some hot action that’s well shot and with hot guys. Do you really want to spend your money to watch lousy porn shot in someone’s basement, with guys that appear as if they’d much rather be having a root canal? Some porn I’ve watched actually looks like that. There’s a lot of bad bad porn out there. The business is changing because of the internet so I think in the future people will start to pay attention to the quality of the movies not just that it has naked boys.

My movies are going to be really hot with really sizzling action featuring comely sexy young guys in a variety of different and unusual scenarios. My porn will be smoking hot just you watch.

Actually I’ve had many close ups in my career as a porn star but I’m really ready for my directorial close up. I have so many ideas for films that would be hot and I have been filming lots of stuff on my own so I think in the next year or so I’ll be ready to direct my first porn feature. I know I’ve mentioned this before, but this time, I think I’ve found funding, for sure.

I haven’t decided yet whether I’m going to star in it or not. I love doing porn and being in front of the camera but I might just want to focus on the directing part but then again my ego likes the idea of being a porn actor/director. I aspire to make great movies. I want to be the Alfred Hitchcock of porn, well at least the cock part.

Maybe my director name should be Hitch Cock(lol) Of course I plan on doing the casting myself and that means well it means these boys need to show how they suck dick and like getting fucked and the only way to do this is to fuck them myself. Then the good ones get a call back I fuck them again and then decide which will be the hottest boys for my film. I know it’s not the way porn is done, but really, I’m all about an active screen test.

Wow, this is really going to be a lot of hard work and I mean HARD work, at least I will be hard.

I went to a great party the other night (it’s party season again, yay) and on my way home, very late at night – a little tipsy from drinking, I meet the most beautiful boy. He was just sitting out on the stoop in front of a building on my block. We smiled at each other and I asked him if would like to come up with me and he said. “Yes.”

This boy was hot to trot. He had a fantastic slim body and the best ass I’ev ever seen in my life. It was perfectly muscled and shaped and I went to town on that ass. I usually like to rim my boys before I fuck them but this boy’s ass was so perfect and delicious that I just rimmed it for hours and never got around to fucking it. I just couldn’t get enough of his ass it was so firm and juicy and my tongue gave him so much pleasure. As cute as he was, I only had eyes for his perfect ass. I kept feeding him poppers while I fucked him with my tongue. It was a perfect meeting of my hot mouth and his luscious eager young butt.

Can’t wait to fuck it next time.

Maybe it’s because I’m dark, but I’m really attracted to cute pale blond boys. The blonder the better. And I love really pale skin. Nothing turns me on more than a hot blond twink. And of course blond twink boys are always bottoms and they love to get fucked by a hot dark top like myself. I love fucking some tight ass that’s white and pale as can be. I also love to eat a hot blond ass. If the boy has a creamy ass I love to fucking him with my tongue. I can rim a hot blond ass for hours.

The only problem with blonds is that they tend to be dumber and since I’m the smart type it can be a bit of a turnoff. But then again, I have enough brains for two people, so maybe it isn’t a problem. And if they are really hot they don’t even need to talk, they just need to turn over and let me fuck their tight blonde holes and they can put my hard cock in their mouths.

I also find that blond bottom boys love to suck cock as much as I love to eat their hot assess. Watching a hot blond go down on me is a real turn on. So it’s all good.

I have a very strong appetite for sex and I don’t always know how to control it. I love having sex but I’m not a total pig. I can go without sex for awhile if I don’t meet anybody and when I’m making a movie I like to “save” myself for my work.

But I do have a very intense sex drive, so if I go too long I go a little stir crazy. So if I meet someone I’m very attracted to then I want to have sex with them all the time. Consider it making up for lost fucks. If I’m inspired I can fuck a guy again and again and again. I’m like a machine. But not everyone is as sexually intense as I am so sometimes I meet someone who can’t keep up with me and it’s frustrating because then I don’t know how to hold back.

I need to meet an insatiable bottom boy who’ll never get tired of getting fucked. Too bad Ricky and I are just friends. (lol) Well lets hope I meet someone soon because I haven’t met anyone recently, that I could get all excited about.

I recently met a hot young Latin boy who was totally into me and seemed like a complete bottom boy so I was shocked to learn while we were in bed, that he still has sex with women.

I understand the whole bi thing if you’re a top. But this guy wants to be fucked by guys but he fucks women. That just seemed a little odd to me. Plus he had a really small dick so I’m not sure how he satisfies these women. But he was really cute and he was a great kisser and he really knew how to suck dick.

Basically I fucked his mouth many times and he really was insatiable in his desire to suck my cock. So I wonder how bi this guy really was. Maybe it’s just the Latin thing. They just can’t admit that they love to have a hot mans dick up their ass.

I decided to go on a date with this guy who I’d recently met online. He seemed pretty hot and put together and reasonably intelligent. He was a Russian boy who’d recently moved here.

I’ve noticed lately that they’re have been a lot of hot Russian boys everywhere and this boy was way cute with big blue eyes, long dark hair and a beautiful waify body. Just the type I like to fuck. So I take him to a party and everything’s great. But being Russian he is pounding down the vodka. I don’t think too much of it because I figure he can handle his liquor.

Later I bring him home and he asks me for more vodka. I let him have it. He seems pretty drunk at this point but I’m thinking, well he’ll really want to get fucked now. So we’re in bed and making out wildly and he’s sucking me and everything is great. But when I whip out a condom and then try to fuck him he goes ballistic on me. He seemed like a bottom boy but who knows? He starts screaming at the top of his lungs and starts throwing things and breaking glass and basically just trashing my apartment. I was completely stunned. I finally calm him down and he seems very sorry but he said he’d never been fucked before.

So I got him dressed and sent him away but my god what a weird psycho drunk he turned out to be.