Hondras’s Blog

Since I’m new to porn and I lead a somewhat closeted existence I didn’t think anyone I knew would find out that I’m making porn. But it’s in fact a small world so it’s hard to keep things secret. It turns out I have a gay cousin who I didn’t know was gay. We were at a family wedding recently and he comes up to me when I’m alone and says “So I seee you like to suck cock on camera” I guess he saw one of my movies. He admitted he had and even though he’s married with kids it turns out he likes to suck dick as well so we agreed to keep the others secrets. Then we went to the bathroom, locked the door and we sucked each other off, then he gave me an amazing fuck while the whole reception thing was going on. We were both pretty drunk at that point but it was hot. After all it’s all in the family. Hehe.

As I said before I’m the shy type so writing this blog is difficult for me. I’m not as bright as Joseph or full of stories like Ricky, so today I’m not sure what to write about. I keep my thoughts private and when we’re filming a porn scene I pretty much stay to myself. I suppose I should learn to be more outgoing but I’m only uninhibited when the camera’s rolling. It’s strange that once that camera goes on I’m no longer shy. Having sex on camera is very easy for me. Maybe because I feel protected by the camera in some weird way. But it’s bizarre that it’s hard for me to talk to someone at a party but I have no trouble sucking some guy’s cock in front of a lot of people. And I can’t wait to get fucked on camera. I think it’s coming soon. I’ll let you know.

Being that I’m sort of what, one would call – the petite type, I tend to be attracted to large beefy men. The bigger the better. And I just don’t mean the size of their dicks (although that’s totally important) my ideal guy is over six feet tall with large shoulders and a huge chest. Love the big pec thing and I love a hairy chest. I want a real man who’s going to totally dominate me.

I love feeling a large masculine man on top of me, the feeling of his hairy chest rubbing against my smooth young body, sends me shivers. Since all of or porn actors are young, I don’t get to experience that on camera. But in my personal life that’s what I fantasize about. A tall masculine, muscular man and I mean MAN who’ll pound my young ass for hours on end and I’ll service his big thick cock for a long time. I’m hard just thinking about it, so I think I’ll go jerk off now.

Because I’m shy it’s sometimes hard, to …… well – get hard. When filming a sex scene. We don’t use fluffers, it has to be the real deal, which is why our movies have such hot sex. It’s easy to get hard when you’re with someone else but doing a solo video can be difficult. You have to get hard and sustain that erection for a long time. So you have to think about things that get you excited. I just think about getting fucked from behind by a large man with a nine inch penis. He pounds me hard from behind and splits my hot tight young ass in two. The pain is incredibly intense but I’m so turned on by his cock ramming my ass. So next time you see me in a solo video you will know what I’m thinking about.